( Honey sweet words, but overwhelming, too, because Lan Zhan does not lie by direct obscuration, and it's so much, to make Wei Wuxian into someone's all and everything. His response is to go still, freezing for a moment, a contained shiver: then he shifts to the side, tugs Lan Zhan with him so that they're falling sideways on the couch, the whole awkward length of it and its hidden depths with tangled limbs. (He assumes there are some. Couches are voids for change and lip balm and everything else that might fit into a pocket, then find itself mysteriously liberated from its depths.
It takes shifting and rearranging to find any comfortable way to be laying like this, the blanket caught in a mess of itself, but Wei Wuxian allowing himself to be close and to all but cling and try, frankly, to capture one of Lan Zhan's legs between his if or when he shifts to accommodate this nonsense. His heart beats too fast, painful in a pleasant way, and he doesn't want to hide his face right now so much as hold Lan Zhan's close to his neck, by his rabbiting pulse. )
I'm going to mess up.
( He says this matter of fact, even if he's nerves, because he already has before, but it doesn't mean he doesn't care, that he won't try. )
I'll work on it, but just... Lan Zhan, I'll mess up.
( And he'll apologise, and he'll mess up, and he'll apologise again. The ways each time will be new, he's not that kind of idiot, but he doesn't know how else to say, please don't leave. )
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It takes shifting and rearranging to find any comfortable way to be laying like this, the blanket caught in a mess of itself, but Wei Wuxian allowing himself to be close and to all but cling and try, frankly, to capture one of Lan Zhan's legs between his if or when he shifts to accommodate this nonsense. His heart beats too fast, painful in a pleasant way, and he doesn't want to hide his face right now so much as hold Lan Zhan's close to his neck, by his rabbiting pulse. )
I'm going to mess up.
( He says this matter of fact, even if he's nerves, because he already has before, but it doesn't mean he doesn't care, that he won't try. )
I'll work on it, but just... Lan Zhan, I'll mess up.
( And he'll apologise, and he'll mess up, and he'll apologise again. The ways each time will be new, he's not that kind of idiot, but he doesn't know how else to say, please don't leave. )