I'm a creature of late nights, I need creative motivation for early mornings.
( He says between peppered kisses, which he returns as he can, but lets Lan Zhan nuzzle and kiss him as first priority. They're cooling down, sweat and any lingering traces of anything else, and he's pleasantly (and unpleasantly) stuck to Lan Zhan in the moment in a lazy way he's not thinking about too hard. This is simply... nice.
Eventually, once he has a better sense of self worth, he'll ask Lan Zhan just to be there, some mornings. It is sadly not likely to happen for some time yet.
For now, however, he's as happily lazy and reassured in a way he didn't understand as he stayed close. )
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( He says between peppered kisses, which he returns as he can, but lets Lan Zhan nuzzle and kiss him as first priority. They're cooling down, sweat and any lingering traces of anything else, and he's pleasantly (and unpleasantly) stuck to Lan Zhan in the moment in a lazy way he's not thinking about too hard. This is simply... nice.
Eventually, once he has a better sense of self worth, he'll ask Lan Zhan just to be there, some mornings. It is sadly not likely to happen for some time yet.
For now, however, he's as happily lazy and reassured in a way he didn't understand as he stayed close. )
Or better reason than, "be awake."