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Wei Ying (魏婴) | Wei Wuxian (魏无羡) ([personal profile] weifinder) wrote2020-10-07 05:18 pm

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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-10 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Tao Ran ge is straight, yes, but I was a kid and he was the only person who seemed to care about me at the time so I sort of latched onto him. He never let me get too overboard with it, but he never really pushed me away all that firmly either so I kept pretending I could maybe have a chance.

[The truth was, he'd probably always known he didn't have one, but this was a safe fantasy of someone who was kind to him and didn't seem to expect much of him either.]

One day, Tao Ran ge gave me a present. A playstation portable. You couldn't get those in China back then. You had to buy them from abroad and they were really expensive. I treasured it a lot. I still have it, in fact, and it still works. But then last year, I discovered the gift wasn't from Tao Ran ge.

It was Wenzhou who bought it for me and then told Tao Ran to give it to me and not tell me it was from him. Tao Ran ge got a bit drunk during his housewarming party and spilled the beans.
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-10 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
For longer than I realized.

He used to be so angry that I refused to accept his conclusion about my mother's case.

Anyway, I don't know if you remember last year, my department was involved in that joint project on unsolved cases with the Criminal Justice Bureau and I ended up as the liaison and was placed in his unit.


[As if he didn't do his damnedest to end up there.]

After the end of case, I went to see my mother's grave at the cemetery and he was there. Leaving flowers on her grave. The same flowers I had seen there for the past seven years, and I never knew where they came from. I kind of confronted him about it, and he admitted that it was his first big case and it had made an impression, but that mostly, all that time, he hadn't been able to forget me.
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-10 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I would argue that Captain Luo is an extremely questionable individual, but is also a cop and I know that he never started looking at me like that until well after Tao Ran ge told me to stop with him.

We had... a few weird cases, yes.

I'm not really sure when things changed. We were sort of used to casually throwing innuendo at each other, but it felt like sort of a game? Like I was tying to shock him and he was doing it right back to me except...

Except after a while, it wasn't really a game anymore. And he told me to stop if I wasn't serious because if not he was going to start taking me seriously.

I don't think I really believed him at first but he did. Take me seriously, I mean. And other than Tao Ran ge, he was the first person ever to do that.
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-11 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
His coworkers are terrible. They will agree with me that he's very questionable and then he feeds them homemade jianbing and they take his side again.

[Traitors, the whole lot of them.

But those questions they prod a bit too deeply into what, for Fei Du, is still terribly confusing. But Wei Wuxian is a friend, and a good one.]


I don't know. It was... really scary at first, to think of being... in a relationship. I don't usually do that.

[One-night stands, yes. He doesn't have a reputation on campus now, but before when he was younger, definitely.]

I think I kept pushing him because I thought if we just slept together, it didn't mean we needed to get feelings into it but... he didn't let me.

Did I ever tell you that the time I really started to come onto him, he literally handcuffed me to his bed and then went to sleep in the guest room? Who even does that?
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-11 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
Way ahead of you, Wei-xiong. I bought an espresso machine for the office and I get them take out from the five-star hotel nearby regularly.

[Never let it be said that Fei Du cannot be absolutely ridiculous when it comes to trying to one up Wenzhou.

But damn, he might need to... go into some details he'd rather not go into. Time to make sure to be vague enough.]


Well, during one of the cases, I kind of did something stupid and ended up in hospital, and apparently, while I was in surgery he kind of freaked out on the doctor and told him I was his lover, in front of Tao Ran ge and his own parents.

He didn't tell me, though, I heard about it afterwards.

And then he just... didn't give up even when I was being horrible to him.


[leave it to Fei Du to equate 'acting out because of trauma' to 'being horrible to someone', somehow.]

Honestly, Wei-xiong, there are still moments right now where I wonder if this is really happening. But it is. I've basically been living with him since late last year, he makes me food, he stops me from drinking too much and lets me watch when he works out shirtless. What more can I ask for?
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[It is ridiculous and Fei Du and Wenzhou are probably going to keep doing it anyway.]

Sorry, i didn't want to worry people back then. I'm not usually that accident prone myself but a lot of things happened last year.

[First he broke his arm in a car accident, then the bomb, and then he was shot in the ankle and half choked to death... it was a time, okay.]

I guess it's real. And his parents like me, so...
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
Wei-xiong, I didn't want anyone at school to know. It wouldn't have done any good to anyone to worry about that. And don't worry, I'm not planning on a repeat any time soon. I don't think Wenzhou would appreciate it either. These days, if i'm absent, it's because i'm at work, not at the hospital.

... We're not there yet.


[At least, Fei Du is not there yet, even if he is vaguely aware Wenzhou seems to be but is trying not to spook him.]
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Fei Du is being super nice and not pointing this out while you are on the balcony of the guy you're not dating after crashing at his place drunk in the middle of the night and he made you breakfast and he makes you new tea when yours gets cold.]

well, he'll probably find you first, remember? I told you he'd probably come by to talk to you anyway. He's a bit protective like that, he'll want to at least see you.

And besides, it's not as if we could even do it legally here.


[And yet he's pretty sure Wenzhou would do something cheesy like getting him a ring and maybe even a proper proposal, and maybe even a small ceremony for just them and their friends and family and...

Okay if he thinks about this in any more detail he'll work himself up into a panic attack so let's not.]


... It's just weird. I've never really been in a serious relationship before and from what he says... well he hasn't really either. he's dated before but it never got to this point.

I'm actually thinking about whether or not I should even keep my own apartment. I'm not going to sell it, but if i'm not living there anymore i could at least rent it out.
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'll ask him.

Don't worry, Wei-xiong, he's really a decent person underneath it all.


[Which is exactly why Fei Du frequently freaks out, because he doesn't know that many decent people.]

Fine, fine I'll rent it out!

... Do you need a place of your own, Wei-xiong? Like you said, I don't need the money, so I could set the rent at the same rate you pay now.


[Also your jiejie sounds way too sensible, please let him ignore the part of himself that's just telling him to enjoy this without any intrusive thoughts, he's still having a hard time with this.]


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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 12:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, he doesn't usually wear a uniform, so I don't think people will be able to tell?

.... he might run your name later to check if you have a record though.


[And Fei Du can't exactly stop him from doing that.]

Wei-xiong, the concierge team in my building is paid a lot of money to not ask questions. I used to come and go all the time and they never batted an eye. As long as you have your card key or your ID, or your fingerprint, you'll be fine.

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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Watch Wenzhou just point blank tell Wei Wuxian 'Your record is a little too clean for someone who thinks leaving a tied up boyfriend on a doorstep is a good prank idea'.]

Sure, talk it out with your brother, there's no rush. I'll get my personal effects out of the place but i'll leave the furniture.

[He has no special attachment to any of the designer pieces in there. Wenzhou's home doesn't have the space for them anyway, and Fei Du likes the homey feel in his house much better.]

Although I have to ask, does anything ever make your brother happy? Or does he take joy in having his face stuck in a perpetual frown?
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-12 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, i'm sure. I can't take it with me anyway.

[But then as the second text comes in the phone goes dead on Fei Du's side. For at least an hour.

What can't be seen is that he dropped the phone because his hands started shaking badly. That he couldn't stopped shaking until Wenzhou noticed something was wrong and came over to the couch to hold him and rub his back, and then dragged him into a hot shower because he couldn't seem to warm up.

He's not going to say anything weird because well, it's just unfortunate that he has such a weird trigger. A lot of people like puppies. He used to like puppies too. It's not anyone's fault but his father's if they are now associated with some of the most traumatic memories he has, and that he repressed them for so long it tends to come crashing out at unawares now.

He's only just getting used to being around Luo Yiguo all the time, him and the cat having reached a sort of uneasy truce.

When he picks his phone up again he's wearing sweat pants and one of Wenzhou's hoodies on top of one of his t-shirts, wrapped in his scent.

His fingers shake a little as he types a response.]


Sorry, something came up. Well, I guess he's one of these people who just can't smile sincerely even if they should.
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[personal profile] feidu 2020-11-13 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
Why are you apologizing?

['Tell me about the something, sometime.' How about he doesn't, Wei-xiong? Really, there's no need to.

And ah, of course, Jiang Cheng is also an orphan. let's just drive home all the similarities between him and Fei Du that might have made them friendly and the bring up puppies and make sure that never happens.

Anyway... It's not like it's Wei Wuxian's fault.]


font face=courier>Just let me know when you've decided about the apartment. I'll keep it for you until you give me an answer.