If you think so little of my comfort or advice, then correct. Don't. I'm not going to make you hear what I'm not expert in giving, I've never been able to sit and panic until after things are settled, and I cannot slow down.
I don't know how to be my sister in her kindness and understanding. I can only be myself, lacking or otherwise, and wallowing is nothing I've ever been good at allowing those I care about to do.
I care for you deeply. I'm telling you, the way is forward. Not in trapping yourself into guilt. I know that pitfall, far better than most.
See you or don't, Lan Zhan. I won't care for you any less.
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I don't know how to be my sister in her kindness and understanding. I can only be myself, lacking or otherwise, and wallowing is nothing I've ever been good at allowing those I care about to do.
I care for you deeply. I'm telling you, the way is forward. Not in trapping yourself into guilt. I know that pitfall, far better than most.
See you or don't, Lan Zhan. I won't care for you any less.