As an optimistic realist, I choose to focus on the important things. Not the loss that might be waiting. So no, I won't bargain, I won't agree. I would rather love you while you're here than worry over the future and some transaction of pettiness over who deserves what degree of pain.
Neither of us do. Neither of us did. Loving anyone is allowing that pain may come. It's knowing eventually it does, in small ways, or big. Fearing that is reasonable. I did. Blaming each other for it won't make it better, won't spare us, even if we wish.
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I may die beside you.
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Sixteen years later.
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I would not seek immortality to become Baoshan Sanren.
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Shall we seek out your core? Shall we return it home?
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I've never backed away from a challenge to finding other solutions. My imagination hasn't started limiting itself now.
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You condemn me to grieve you aged, then dead once more.
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I may attempt again.
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Neither of us do. Neither of us did. Loving anyone is allowing that pain may come. It's knowing eventually it does, in small ways, or big. Fearing that is reasonable. I did. Blaming each other for it won't make it better, won't spare us, even if we wish.
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All I beg is that you make attempt.
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