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[feidu]

Wei-xiong

you can, in fact, lose something that you didn't put words on or reach for

not having done so will not make you feel better about losing it.

[weifinder]

No, but if you try hard enough, you can forget you ever had things you didn't want to lose.

It's not logical, any of those thoughts, but you asked why.

[feidu]

Believe me, Wei-xiong, I know.

For years, I didn't let myself care about anyone because I thought I was incapable of actually caring. I talked myself into it, because it made it easier, and I hid it with my infatuation with Tao Ran ge that I knew would never get anywhere. it turns out I do care, and other people care about me too, and tbh it's pretty terrifying

but I think if I didn't have that, I might be dead now.

[weifinder]

I'm glad you're alive.

[feidu]

... I wish I could say the same, but it's still a process for me to realize it actually matters to some people that I am still alive.

Thank you, Wei-xiong.

[weifinder]

You're realising it, though. So... that's progress.

I can remind you periodically too. Hello, good morning! I'm glad you're alive!

[feidu]

You're a good soul, Wei-xiong.

[weifinder]

Debatable on some days, but yes, yes I am. As I find you to be, too, Fei-xiong.

[feidu]

I would argue I am not, but we could probably get into a circular argument all day so I'll concede for now.

[weifinder]

Also a wise soul, see! Talk with you on campus tomorrow?

[feidu]

yes, I'll be there. Good night, Wei-xiong.