The difference between an experience lived, and one read, I think. Words made it beautiful or coarse and harder to know. Actions made it real and simple and complex. Imperfect. Inspiring.
It's not much like the springtime novels of my youth, but more like — oh!
I didn't get to show you the scrolls last night! Only the oils!
I think you'll enjoy them! They're not only about men and men, I'll warn you, I found insights in other couplings, some very sweet. Did you know that people use specific toys and tools for pleasure in such things?
Lan Zhan, if it's between you and your hands I think you're just being mean.
If it wasn't, then of course that's also your business, but why can't you speak of it? There's nothing to feel shame over, you know that, don't you?
( also husbae you weren't exactly confident, which doesn't incline him to think there were a great many Someones the last sixteen years. not that he'll discount there could be, but that's not! the point! )
It's not like you can't ask me, too. If you cared to.
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Communicating, bodies and words. That's a good key, yes?
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( When in doubt, 'Yes, wife.' )
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( he's seeing what you did there, lan zhan )
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It's not much like the springtime novels of my youth, but more like — oh!
I didn't get to show you the scrolls last night! Only the oils!
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... ones that looked feasible. For us.
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You believe we require... instruction?
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... when it seemed likely... so... recently.
The last two weeks?
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( very, very stubborn though. )
I think you'll enjoy them! They're not only about men and men, I'll warn you, I found insights in other couplings, some very sweet. Did you know that people use specific toys and tools for pleasure in such things?
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( Can it be, is that... the silhouette of his soul, deserting him? )
Yes.
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When were you planning to tell me? Do you have a favourite? What one? Or ones? Which did you want to try? Which have you already used?
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You are treating my body as a curse rune to tinker with.
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( u pedantic donkey )
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If it wasn't, then of course that's also your business, but why can't you speak of it? There's nothing to feel shame over, you know that, don't you?
( also husbae you weren't exactly confident, which doesn't incline him to think there were a great many Someones the last sixteen years. not that he'll discount there could be, but that's not! the point! )
It's not like you can't ask me, too. If you cared to.
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end
wait the real end now
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